D.

Let there be light. 

 (a fast write)

Let there be light forever spraying from your feet and eyelashes. So that in your being you may see clearer than you do (clearer than most).

Let there be light to wash those corners of your mind you hide from. To shine and remind you that they exist differently from how you remember. That they breathe good sometimes and that the soot coating your teddy bears came from the days before we found you.

Let there be light found upon your fingernails. The kind of light that increases life and all pure love. Light that could provide you with the bravery to be alone in a healing unfamiliar happiness.

Let there be light erupting from the memories you find that lace your skin. Release the light so that it may release you from her abandonment. 

You love her. You will forever. I promise.

She is your darkness, but, if you'd let (- oh please darling, I say so because I know) she could be your light.